Strange dreams I tell you. You ever have dreams that you play someone else, like your in a TV show. You have a story told right infront of you, as if your an actor but you don't look like yourself. Is it strange that I can remember dreams again now I moved home?
When I lived in the city, I almost never dreamed if at all. Or at least remember it. But then I move back out here and I have the strangest dreams.
Progress is going well... things still feel good. I just wish my life wasn't sould double sided.
On friday I got drunk with my cousin. I got so drunk I got all angry and was size'n guys up at the bar. I stopped drinking and just relaxed because I'm not about to pick a fight for no reason. A good 2 hours passed and I calmed down.
I sat and wondered why I feel the way I do about things. Even so much about picking girls up at the bar. Sometimes its just to easy, or I just look for easy targets but I think that part of my life is over. I want meaning in my life and I don't want to do things that are really in the end.... meaningless.
When I lived in the city, I almost never dreamed if at all. Or at least remember it. But then I move back out here and I have the strangest dreams.
Progress is going well... things still feel good. I just wish my life wasn't sould double sided.
On friday I got drunk with my cousin. I got so drunk I got all angry and was size'n guys up at the bar. I stopped drinking and just relaxed because I'm not about to pick a fight for no reason. A good 2 hours passed and I calmed down.
I sat and wondered why I feel the way I do about things. Even so much about picking girls up at the bar. Sometimes its just to easy, or I just look for easy targets but I think that part of my life is over. I want meaning in my life and I don't want to do things that are really in the end.... meaningless.