My depression is hovering very low.
Good thing I'll be around people this weekend, I don't think I'd make it. *sigh*
Good thing I'll be around people this weekend, I don't think I'd make it. *sigh*
Eff... I'm stressed and a mess again.
How the hell am I falling apart? I must have let my guard down.
Damn these ups and downs.
How the hell am I falling apart? I must have let my guard down.
Damn these ups and downs.
It dawned on me that my doctors appointment is in less than 2 weeks. I'm totally not prepared. I'm freaking out
Tres tres tired
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ferinus:
dude im still in the red by a couple of k from my student overdraft, It'll be a while before I actually have decent desposable income.. I need to do some marketing if I want to get anywhere near a half full working week!
Saying that I need to cover 800 a month for rent all bills n food etc so It's not to bad, But I'd like to have a few months covered in the bank before I start dropping some bling.
I'm still relying on benefits abit at this point.. I don't like it.
Saying that I need to cover 800 a month for rent all bills n food etc so It's not to bad, But I'd like to have a few months covered in the bank before I start dropping some bling.
I'm still relying on benefits abit at this point.. I don't like it.
ferinus:
Not to long ago they cut my benefits off and I had to go a few weeks with literally no money to buy food or for transport but bills were sorted, now I'm on different benefits and it's ok so nothing that can happen will be worse than that.
I'm lucky with my student loan, We don't have to pay them off untill we start earning over a certain amount so don't need to worry about that untill I'm doing ok for myself lol.
Yeah the pound took abit of a shitkicking, it's not as bad as it was a while ago though, it's strenghened abit but not much.
To be honest any client would pretty much be a good client at the mo
I'm lucky with my student loan, We don't have to pay them off untill we start earning over a certain amount so don't need to worry about that untill I'm doing ok for myself lol.
Yeah the pound took abit of a shitkicking, it's not as bad as it was a while ago though, it's strenghened abit but not much.
To be honest any client would pretty much be a good client at the mo
I think I'm getting better at playing the hand I'm dealt. Life is weird, yet cool.
I got more to write about; but honestly I want to forget these last couple weeks and pretend they never happened.
I got more to write about; but honestly I want to forget these last couple weeks and pretend they never happened.
badgers:
I know what you mean man. I was going to blog about a bunch of shit over the past year, but would rather it wasn't written down and recorded. Some things are best left in the past, and hopefully they'll stay there.
metta:
haha i know.
the blog reads like a moe syslack poem.
the blog reads like a moe syslack poem.
I walked the dog. 1hr walk. A German Sheppard was on its owners lawn. It came charging after my dog. I got between it and my dog and used my legs to keep it away from my dog. I had a mad crazy adrenaline rush. No one got bit 
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.I feel great today
azurejunction:
show off...
kas:
good!
I just wrote the ultimate apology to my friends
I started looking for a shrink. Its very frustrating.
I don't know what to think about my friends. I am torn, for now I don't have to make a decision. I'll need to deal with this eventually.
I don't know what to think about my friends. I am torn, for now I don't have to make a decision. I'll need to deal with this eventually.
I am a yo-yo
Is it weird... that I wanted to still be friends with my ex after our relationship just seemed to come apart like a cheap teddy bear?
Is it weird that I am really bothered as to why she won't talk to me nor won't tell me why?
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I'm on like 4hrs of sleep and I think this is rhetorical. I'm having a hard time...
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Is it weird that I am really bothered as to why she won't talk to me nor won't tell me why?
P.S.
I'm on like 4hrs of sleep and I think this is rhetorical. I'm having a hard time...
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*frustrated*