I hardly slept. I smoked a full bowl to myself and it didn't help me sleep. I keep feeling like I've cut out a piece of myself. God it hurts. I feel so stupid.
I feel dumb,
I feel I've missed the obvious.
I'm surprised how much it hurts.
I feel like I'm in shock kinda.
After spending an hour sick of reading about the 'auto industry' and them employing 1 in 7 people. I sat and thought about it. How many people do I really know who work for the auto industry. The answer... 8. However, I know a family that owns a car dealership. Not a fair assumption. If I cut them out of the picture the answer is... Read More
You are quite the detective. As stated before, I am impressed.
Also, we will need to celebrate the return of your car tomorrow. I have a few things in mind
I don't necessarily like talking about death, or dealing with death or experiencing death.. but it is inevitably what happens. This truly is an end of an era for me. Not as large as losing all grandparents, but I've lost both grandparents on my fathers side. Today was the visitation.
It may have been disrespectful but me and my cousins seemed to be very laid... Read More
In the Words of my D&D playing self.... I got a critical success using my dodge skills. I mean wow. If you ventured to even chance a glance at my last blog, you'll know I'm a wreck.
I've recovered. i sipped beer all weekend, hung out with the one person who could take my mind off things and I am in a much better mind... Read More
Hahaha! Thanks homie! Naw, I'm just 22. And hostels are to be avoided due to the lack of privacy one has, and we'll be bringing with us thousands and thousands of dollars worth of equipment. Just a safety measure, you know? Haha!
Listen to my band! And tell your friends to listen to my band! We wanna do this forever! So please help us reach that goal by shamelessly promoting us! Haha!
But seriously, thanks! My birthday was awesome! And nope! Only 22! Hahaha! Hooray!
I think my SG account is being hacked. At least I have to login everyday which is new... I didn't have to do that before. I keep changing my password but that doesn't stop it.
I think its finally happened... I feel pinned down. Before I always had options open to me, but now I don't. I've definitely hit a rut. Funny though... I've hung... Read More
I'm going to write a normal blog again.
Around this time last year, I was running.... now I'm trying again. The nights are cool enough, and my g/f is motivating me to run too.
I'm currently 5'8 (or 9?) 210 lbs. I've hit a level I don't want to be... over 200 lbs. So.. before last summer I was 10 lbs away from my goal..... Read More
To be honest there was very little effort involved. I WAS living the most self-destructive lifestyle outside of substance and habitual abuses...
I picked up a longboard instead of sitting at home playing videogames 12-16 hours a day, waiting to work 4 hours at my job, and go to bed at 5am, all the while eating 2-4 super-sized McDonalds meals...
Now I'm just smart.
So with VERY little effort. The change of lifestyle was a harsh impact, but for the better. I enjoy who I am now, both physically and mentally, so it doesn't feel like work.