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Bah,
Okay obviously getting help isn't as easy I thought.

I'm going to have to keep an eye on it. I feel better just talking to people.
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OMG, serious
Another Blog lost!

fuck I gotta remember to copy & paste that shit before I post!
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It was a comment ^_^
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Finally.... some drama within my control.

I guess now is a good time to really write.
I've stopped working out. Its not I'm giving up, its just trying to find time for things. I'm living a fairly active life style...
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ferinus:
Sounds like progress dude.
Although I'm not so sure about the pot thing, I've had a few friends think that it's been helping only 10months down the line them hating it and wishing they'd hit it on the head early on.
I don't mean to pass judgement just a heads up.
I've only just really started discovering porn, this is the first year in my adult life that I've been single, n it wasnt untill a female friend took the mick out of me for not having any I thought I should bother getting some.
Saying that I think I've got abit of a problem I've seen the average number of times the averge joe masterbates a week.. I normally double or triple that blush not sure thats healthy or a good thing (although it was like that before the porn).
The Meteor Shower sounds pretty swish smile
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just saw two policemen on bicycles chasing a SUV... funny part is that when a police car caught the SUV... the lesson in all this, you can't beat the man... even if he looks like he has a temporary disadvantage.

P.S.
I apologize to everyone everywhere for everything. Why? I dunno curious if it'll make life more interesting.
ferinus:
I already have, I asked the two jobs I've already applied for and got rejected, just out of curiosity.
I thought might as well find out how I can improve my stuff etc, turns out they both "got lucky" and had senior designers apply for the junior jobs, they said I would've made interview if it weren't for that. puke

I like the philosophy, although surely the fact you don't know what your apolgising for would make it seem insincere and negate the point? smile either way hope it makes things interesting!
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Clearly I'm not ready for prime time.
These next few weeks are going to be really hard.

Wedding a month and a week. I'm renting a room.... I hope I passout infront of it.
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I don't know what I feel anymore. I'm really adjusting to this new life. I don't like it. Friday night, (and I'd do this again anyways) I went out alone to a bar. I was really surprised at just how hard it is to talk to people when you are by yourself. I know I saw the same girl walk by 3-4 times. I couldn't...
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mslait:
*huuuuuuug* smile x
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Like my wounded finger I continue to heal smile.

I'm steady... I had a dream... well 2 dreams with my ex in it. I don't understand my brain. Why one minute give me a dream where she is seducing me and then another night... give me a dream where she is marrying a total jackass!? Either way, I am happy I haven't heard from her....
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tarion:
Yeah I wanna be a cat. Life looks really good if your a cat hehe.
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New Life Lessons:
1) You Eventually Hate the ones you love
2) You become everything you hate
3) You are not immune
4) You make stupid decisions when your thinking with your heart
5) Never be optimistic with money
6) Stop caring so much about things
7) Its always bleak get over it
8) Stop stressing about dumb shit
9) Pets are awesome
10) Things...
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xxun:
Pets are awesome, I got my kitten after a bad break up honestly one of the best choices I've ever made XD
ferinus:
I don't agree with 9 but I'm not an animal person.. the rest is sound logic
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All I'm going to say.....
I'm about to do something incredibly dumb... and I think I like it.
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xxun:
....I envy you so fucking much for that...
xxun:
"I wrote him an email and he read it on the podcast once." THAT XD
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kas:
that good eh? shocked
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I went home for a stag and doe this weekend. While I almost blew it with poor planning, everything turned out okay.

I'm starting to learn that when I'm thinking of someone heavily, I need to get in contact with them. I don't know what it is. I just know.... maybe I'm just having a 'psychic moment' lately.

I wish I could cut through it...
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ferinus:
haha thats fucking wierd about the tag teaming!
Sounds like a great time though n good work with the girl smile she sounds cool n you've totally got the right attitude now it sounds like closures happening dude, it just takes a while.
I wouldn't blame you about wanting to kick that douches knees off though I know a couple of peeps like that whatever
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I'm going to try and blog while I have breakfast.

Another friend of mine ended a relationship. 9 years together and they cut it off. Its so sad. Good olde facebook huh?

I'm getting so sick of doing nothing here, I'm actually thinking about just going downtown and wandering around by myself. I won't drink. I'm actually thinking about never drinking again. It just leads...
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