so confused right now, my girlfriend lives in a different county and im going out more than i should with a girl i used to fancy and to be honest still do, its weird, she's so beautiul, loveable, sexy and she just doesnt see it, well i do and i feel like falling over every time i see her, just mates thats all i want, isint it??
I love my GF but thing have been strained for some time now, just distance, cracks appear, i m listening to the new david gray album, its lovely, a song called Nos De Caraid, I used to be so driven, when did it stop, i have some idea, i became settled.
I have to change, i get home at six these evenings and I have nothing left, last night i didnt get out till seven, walked the city streets and then a coffee and a movie, i was with her so it was nice.
Jesus my life just gets more convoluted and confusing, i sometimes just want to leave, fuck this pressure, is it worth it.
I love my GF but thing have been strained for some time now, just distance, cracks appear, i m listening to the new david gray album, its lovely, a song called Nos De Caraid, I used to be so driven, when did it stop, i have some idea, i became settled.
I have to change, i get home at six these evenings and I have nothing left, last night i didnt get out till seven, walked the city streets and then a coffee and a movie, i was with her so it was nice.
Jesus my life just gets more convoluted and confusing, i sometimes just want to leave, fuck this pressure, is it worth it.