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So as studying is starting to winddown (well in a sense that we aren't going to have written exams twice a week and new academics are almost done) life is starting to be more relaxing.
I was supposed to be flying today but because of weather, my first flight was cancelled but tomorrows crew should be able to go no problems leaving me as lead on a two man crew Friday. I am excited, nervous, anxious...actually a huge array of emotions. I can't remember if I said in my last journal but I was talking to a girl in a bar a couple of weeks ago...I told her what I did for a living, I was expecting the normal blank stare and "what?" BUT what I got instead was OMG I saw that on the discovery channel. It was such a great feeling. SO, on a sort of side note...as sort of motivation our instructors brief us on what exactly our new jobs will be...they also show a video (both of which have been on Discovery Channel's Wings progam) It is so cool...but its kind of scary...as I see more about the job its sinking in that I actually have a big person job. Sure Air Traffic Control has the illusion of being a grown up job but it isn't really...but my new job...(if I get helicopters) I will eventually be directly responsible for saving a persons life, I will be sitting with a loaded machine gun flying cover fire for different things and if I get airplanes I will be indirectly responsible saving a persons life BUT hands on search and rescue...what ever job I go to...it will be awesome....
and scary...

but I like to be scared.


OH an addition to my journal....I just got two bracelets in the mail from the amazing kasara's boyfriend. They are awesome...I will have pics soon but I highly recommend checking out his website Gothica Fetish & Leather