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Bad bad day...

this week was going SO good. We had our first simulator...I had a great time flying the plane all over simulated Manitoba. I had the school CWO (chief warrant officer) as my monitor and he said what a great job I did. (I should be good at watching radar its been my career for 9 years) anyway, one of my course mates was ceased training earlier in the week, which sucked but life goes on...ANYWAY, today we had a navigation final and I fucked it up, so Monday I have a Initial Review Board Monday..and a rewrite Tuesday. It sucks...I so should have kicked ass on the exam. I am not sure what I would do if I don't pass the course...its all I have. I will NOT go back to Moose Jaw as an Air Traffic Controller but I have too much debt to leave the military. I have no family to go to and no real friends to do anything with...all I have is my job and I HAVE to do this job. It is an amazing job and well, nothing could compare.
and to top off this horrible day, I found a huge piece of metal in my back tire so now I have to go get new tires for the car...

fuck I need a drink