oracle

Through early morning fog I see,
Visions of the things to be,
The pains that are withheld for me,
I realize and I can see...

I try to find a way to make,
All our little joys relate,
Without that ever-present hate,
But now I know that it's too late, and...

The game of life is hard to play,
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The losing card I'll someday lay,
So this is all I have to say.

The only way to win is cheat,
And lay it down before I'm beat,
And to another give my seat,
For that's the only painless feat.

The sword of time will pierce our skins.
It doesn't hurt when it begins.
But as it works its way on in,
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin,
A brave man once requested me,
to answer questions that are key.
Is it to be or not to be?
And I replied 'Oh why ask me?'


This is of course a song and I didn't write it...it just sort of reflects my feelings of late.
The game of life is hard to play I am gonna loose it anyway....

I feel like for me the game of life has just been called and I have to lay my loosing hand...I feel like I have been bluffing and pure luck has got me to where I am right now and that luck is gonna run out...