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Friday Jan 28, 2011

Jan 28, 2011
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So, I just got back from participating in this. It was long hours, hard work but a lot of fun. The reality of what I'll be doing in the coming months is starting to sink in though. I am excited for the new challenge but also terrified.

But...I'm sitting here tonight, alone. The last 2 weeks I have been at work about 12 hours, had a roommate in a small hotel room and had lots of people around. I thought I would love the solitude of my condo tonight BUT it's just the opposite. I want someone to watch a movie with, go for a beer with but I have no one close to me in my life here. It's sad and depressing. I can't imagine how awful it will be when I get home from..."there"

FML
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luckyrabbit:
aww ::hug:: I hear ya. I just moved to a new place, alone. All my friends and loved ones are away. I get lonely too, atleast I have my bunny to keep my company. He doesn't say much, but his cuteness always makes me smile.
Feb 4, 2011
lucysky:
I totally agree! I can understand if I ask a younger person these days about Jesus and Mary Chain and they don't know what I am talking about, but Smashing Pumpkins come on!!!!!!!
My little brothers, that are 19 and 22, even know who they are, but I guess I was their influence....
It makes me sad to know that half of today's kids only know who Lil Wayne is frown
Feb 5, 2011

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