Well, I was seeing this girl I've liked for months...went on 3 dates and things were going great and all of a sudden she just disappeared again. Women are nuts. I have now decided I have been wanting to be in a relationship and I've tried to hard, I've decided that this year I won't go on one date nor will I have sex. I mean it should be easy, I didn't have sex very much last year without trying so with a bit of effort it'll be easy. This way I can't possibly get hurt, just frustrated...and well with the internet thats no problem anymore either.

and on a lighter note, I am still working on my book. I am done the first 3 chapters, chapter 4 is giving me difficulty. I had an idea in the outline but decided it was too weak so now I have a new idea for it but I am having trouble seeing it and putting it all together. So maybe the no sex thing will keep me focused