oracle

yup, as suspected, they went no where. I just don't understand how one person (me) could feel so positive about the relationship and she feels "no sparks" At first I thought she was being guarded after just getting out of a relationship but now I don't think so...it sucks and that is EXACTLY why I have given up trying...I knew how it would end and all it does is make me feel bad. Dont try, stay home...sure its lonely but at least there are no hurt feelings that way. I saw pictures of some of the guys she likes...and ya...definately not me

I definately think I am stuck in the land of undateable and destined to live a lonely life.

The other day my supervisor gave me a sheet, it was to name the recipent of a medal that family or a loved one should get when I die (on duty or of old age) I had no clue who to put down. I really have no one in my life, it sucks...HELL, its st patricks day and I don't even have one friend to go out drinking with.