What a miserable week..it was supposed to be my best of the course. I had my final check ride tuesday and I blew it...it sucks, I mean I get to refly it BUT that means I don't get to go home Friday, I don't get to drive my car, I don't get to sleep in my bed and worse of all, I have to study more tonight, this weekend. It is so stressful, I just want to go home. I want to scream, I want to cry...I am so anxious right now, I can't sleep. Why do I do this shit to myself. Nothing can be easy. The last year and a half has been so hard and its all coming to a close AND I BLOW IT. I don't even have a gf/wife to cry to and get a hug from.
MOTHER FUCKER...I want to scream. I have had enough..why oh why did I do this to myself..the whole job...it better be worth it.
MOTHER FUCKER...I want to scream. I have had enough..why oh why did I do this to myself..the whole job...it better be worth it.
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I think in the end, it'll all be worth it. I mean, it's no comparison by FAR, but when I got my drivers lisence, I did really well, then as we were coming back, I fucked up as to get 21 points taken off. We're allowed 25 points before they deny us our licenses and we have to wait to get it. So.. Well, I guess that doesn't really help any..
You'll go home eventually. Maybe you just got really excited and your mind drifted from the anticipation? The next one will for sure go better.
i know! poor defenseless flowers...