So...easter whipee...went to dads..still don't like his girlfriend..and I don't like ham.

So the next week and a half marks another transition for me. My course will be completely (hopefully) in Nova Scotia and I will be moving back to BC. thank god. Its going to be strange...I will have to get settled into my new home, my dad is moving to BC roughly the same time and I think he will be staying at my place. I don't really like my place...I hope I can move to something nicer soon. I am excited to just go to work like a normal person, go home to your own place...but again, its only temporary...maybe 3 or 4 months then I will be off on another course..AND I think pretty much the same time I get home I will be going to hawaii for work for 2 weeks.

Why do I feel this way..so empty. What is my fatal flaw..I mean I know what I am insecure about... but what is it that makes me undateable? I mean hell, I treat women with complete respect, I Have a very cool (and well paying) job, I drive a BMW, I like to think I am funny...fat but not totally unattractive...why am I always so alone.

on the other hand, not once on this course was I worried about a girl or heart broken because of a break up or something...so I guess thats something.

I just don't know.

what I do know..sometime in the next week or two I will be internetless for the move and until I can get set up back in 2006 err..I mean BC.

what time is it??

more sad news, ovida may be leaving the site...go say bye to one of the craziest, sweetest prettiest girls EVER