I am so sorry...we have been friends longer then we haven't been. We have been closer at some points, we have drifted away, but we always knew we were only a phone call away. You have helped me through so much, I have been there for you..until now. When you need me the most...when you go through a pain I hope I never experience...I am not there. I find out 3 weeks later and now I can't stop thinking about you, wishing I could ease your pain, wishing I was available earlier. I can't make any excuses we have ALWAYS been there for each other. Until now...I can make it up to you. I am so sorry. I think about you, your pain...and it makes be break down. Try and be strong...you will get through this..though it will leave its mark on you forever. I hope you call when you can.

RIP