Stress, stress, stress! 
I really.. my motivation continues to elude me.
I often wonder if, in my search for a better life, it will really get better. Will I really be able to pull together In The Future, or should I quit my bitchin', as they say, and start now?
No better time than the present.
I'm just in a bad position and will continue to be here for a while. There's no way out, that I would feel honorable in. So should I do well, despite, or show my displeasure with my lack of progress?
Am I really only hurting myself here?
I feel undeniably selfish this month.
I really.. my motivation continues to elude me.
I often wonder if, in my search for a better life, it will really get better. Will I really be able to pull together In The Future, or should I quit my bitchin', as they say, and start now?
No better time than the present.
I'm just in a bad position and will continue to be here for a while. There's no way out, that I would feel honorable in. So should I do well, despite, or show my displeasure with my lack of progress?
Am I really only hurting myself here?
I feel undeniably selfish this month.
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zgrat:
all i can say is hang in there. 2 years ago i had a dead end jod, still lived at home, and a crappy car. now i have a kick ass job, my own apartment, and a decent car. if i can pull my shit together anybody can
sexygenie:
pandas are kewl. heee =)