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optimistress

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Thursday Mar 04, 2004

Mar 4, 2004
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wow. it is so odd to come home to an empty house after 6 1/2 years... so quiet. so weird.
but it will be peaceful - one day soon. i will drown myself in cider tonight...

i just wish i understood what the fuck was going on... but i am ready to begin again and start life anew. change is good right?
just send me some positive energy, will ya? i coul really use it now...

big hugs to you all....
surreal surreal blackeyed blackeyed

edited to add that sometimes i want to peel eyeballs out of their sockets very slowly and make the owner of said eyeballs suffer. that is all. smile
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mindless:
Um........what do you mean empty house? Sorry if I haven't checked in in a few days. Did I miss something here? Positive energy is flying from me to you luv.
Mar 5, 2004
llona:
I just want you to know that I think you are awesome and lovely.
and if i was there i'd give you hugs and make you tea and coo ten times over all of your animals.

let's hang soon cause i miss you.
xoxo
Mar 5, 2004

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