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Monday Mar 01, 2004

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why does life have to be so weird sometimes?
i have too much anxiety today...
and one of my bunnies is having troubles... not good.
and i have a mound of laundry today- and my energy is all weird- like psyche energy, not physical.. like i said the anxiety is driving me today... buzzing around like a bee- i think my brain is in too many directions at too many times
i took a klonopin and it's not even helping. i'll take another half smile
oh and must go get car tags cause theyre late. d'oh

sorry my entry is so "off" today... i guess i am too... surreal

update: had a spretty crap day- my bunny Lola has severe lung cancer so she was PTS, which is sad- esp when you are helping. but i would never have it another way- i have to be there til the end. now her friend mr. zen will have to befriend some of our other buns. i took several pix of them lounging around the clinic today- i will post some when i can...
she will be cremated and i will keep her little beautiful ashes.

also redyed my hair hot pink and red, and darker red- i like it
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3030v:
Man, i've been feeling off for the past week or so too. Take it easy.
Mar 1, 2004
_bossanova_:
Aw! Hon, I am so sorry about Lola.frown You did the best thing by being there with her, though, as hard as it is. Your bunnies are lucky to have such a sweet and loving mama.

I'm with you on the klonopin, dear! I had to take one the other night just to stop freaking out so I could sleep. Sometimes you need a whole one, just be careful if you're driving-sleepiness will creep up on you.

I am so sorry I totally missed your birthday! E-mail me your address and I will send you your card. You'll like it.biggrin

Take care, sweetie!kisskisskiss
Mar 3, 2004

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