Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

optimistress

tha Dirty South

Member Since 2003

Followers 24 Following 12

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Jan 19, 2004

Jan 19, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
man, i just watched a killer documentary on M.L. King, Jr. i love a good documentary. and i am always completely amazed how fucking racist our country was- i mean i know we still have a lot of racism in the us, and in the south too- but how fucking retarded are seperate water fountains & bathrooms? never mind white ppl thinking that blacks aren't humand and shouldn't vote or have rights... i cannot fathom how life must have been then... it honestly makes me want to puke that people are that mean to each other. i saw so much footage of cops and other whities beating the shit out of blacks (african americans)... really disturbing. esp when the kids were being beaten and hosed. yikes. puke puke
i remember my mom telling me about when she moved to georgia from staten island, ny in 1969. she said the racism that existed was horrible- she remembers seeing seperate bathrooms/water fountains. she remembers when my dad (my own fucking father) made her quit her job as a dental hygenist after like the first day because the practice saw african americans... of course, nowadays she kicks herself for not standing up to him more and standing up for what she believed in... but i guess it can be hard to reckon with a drunk violent redneck. but sheesh. people can really suck. puke
(in my dad's defense, he later changed his ways and had a better attitude before he died, but still)
speaking of racists- there was this guy at the strip club the other night... he's one of the girls boyfriends- saw him there months and months ago and he gave me some money to go tip his friends- he is super fucking nice... but he's got all these SS tattoos and swastikas and shit tattooed on him. so being the optimist i am, i think, "ok maybe in his past he made some poor tattoo choices and now is thinking of getting them covered". WRONG. he's wearing an eagle necklace. what is the eagle carrying? a swastika. fucking scary if you ask me.
but like i said, he's super nice, and even to the black chicks that work there... so what's his fucking deal? i don't get it. at all. i guess he's all white power. icky. i don't get it!!!!!! someone explain it to me.
coincidentally i have a tattoo on my forearm of a swastika with a knife going through it that says "the only good facist is a dead one". (i call it my angry youth tattoo- got it when i was 18)
i hope he saw it smile

i just do not understand.

ok, i have ranted way too long about shit you all probably care nothing about. but i had to vent after watching that documentary. damn, i love a good documentary wink

on a side note: we had an injured screech owl come into work today. he's soooooo freaking cute (and little!!) i got to scratch his little head... and he coughed up a pellet. do you know what an owl pellet is?
it is the hair and bones of whatever it ate that it cannot digest. so they spit them up. it looks like a giant bunny turd.
and i got to keep it smile
it will live in a jar next to the other little jars of odd stuff. yay!
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
xiii:
SWEEET!! can't wait for the reject to show up!!! Merc will be sooo stoked.
and about that racism thing, when I was 16, me and my friend Jake (known as symarip on this site) founded a S.H.A.R.P. chapter in Bakersfield, CA. It lasted a couple yrs and then fell apart due to flakey people, turn coats, and lame scene politics. We were in the newspaper, on the news, and had full blown wars with nazi's. I even got shot at in front of my house and Jake was thrown out of the back of a truck doing like 65 mph. Broke his neck, arms and legs, but he was ok after a while, still a skin, and still down to fight. It sounds bad, but we did more than our share of ass kicking too!
To this day I jump at the opportunity to fuck shit up on a nazi. Luckily, I just don't see that many around anymore.
AAAHHHHHH, to be a teenager again....................... smile
as the saying goes:
if you're not part of the solution, then you're part of the problem! mad

[Edited on Jan 20, 2004 4:18PM]
Jan 20, 2004
mccaslin1977:
Yes, I have heard you mentioned by the others and it will be nice to finally meet you - and daniel13 as well right?

Hopefully there will be a good turnout at the show and a good time will be had by all. Yeah...

See you there!

smile smile
Jan 20, 2004

More Blogs

  • 05.05.04
    5

    Wednesday May 05, 2004

    baby screech owls are so goddamn cute-one came intowork today... i ki…
  • 05.04.04
    2

    Tuesday May 04, 2004

    got to wake up my favorite way- with cramps and blood. yum. but also …
  • 04.22.04
    7

    Thursday Apr 22, 2004

    i said today would be better and it was nothing too exciting... sa…
  • 04.18.04
    6

    Sunday Apr 18, 2004

    i know i know- it's been like forever and a day since i last posted. …
  • 03.27.04
    17

    Saturday Mar 27, 2004

    sorry i haven't updated lately- i have been busy busy busy... i am st…
  • 03.18.04
    12

    Thursday Mar 18, 2004

    worked long day. drunk and on klonopin. smokin weed. feelin so goo…
  • 03.17.04
    5

    Wednesday Mar 17, 2004

    tattoos tattoos tattoos- i love them got another one today from dawn…
  • 03.10.04
    5

    Wednesday Mar 10, 2004

  • 03.08.04
    7

    Monday Mar 08, 2004

    new tattoos willmake anything go better.... ryan at timeless tattoo i…
  • 03.04.04
    8

    Thursday Mar 04, 2004

    wow. it is so odd to come home to an empty house after 6 1/2 years...…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
19
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,118,095 followers
  • 14,927,843 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,410,708 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo