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Saturday Aug 05, 2006

Aug 5, 2006
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Well, Sunday came and went. I didn't get to see her. Wednesday, she broke up with me. 18 days. That's the longest relationship I've had in 2 years.

Well, I found her. I want her. She has stuff to work through. I hope she realizes that her "stuff" doesn't bother me. I would rather be with her partially than not at all. Now this sounds stupid. But she's given me something that no one else has ever given me and I am grateful for that. She makes me feel like I am worth it. I know she is, so I have no choice but to wait till she's ready. I would make that choice 10 times out of 10 for her.

I think the definition of bliss is the beginning of a relationship. At least for me. Now taking that into account, I still think she's special. Moreso than anyone else I've been with before.

So here I sit. Very mellow, and very sad, and hopeful and I feel more real than ever.

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