optimism

I am an emotional person. Part of it I blame on being a Cancer. I shouldn't, but I see so much resemblance in astrology books to just dismiss it as coincidental or a lucky guess. Sometimes I get upset because I open myself up to being hurt, and am. I don't have it in me to believe that this is the wrong thing to do though. I have through the course of my life, been able to define to myself what Love is. I can Love very easily. I don't think it's wrong. So why is it that when Love is what I want the most, the easiest way to find it is to try to forget about it and stop looking for it?

I made resolutions this year. Mostly to "get it done". That's my motto this year I think. I've never been one to like it when excuses are made, and I'm sick of some things in my life being the way they are. So, I'm going to "get it done".

My dog is doing well. He really is a little troublemaker sometimes. At least my bedroom doesn't smell like pineapple juice any more. He's my best friend though, and I forgive him for his indiscretions.

I am now the proud owner of a 9-5 call centre job. Something I never thought would be possible. I love talking to people, so I do customer service. My shift is exactly what I want now. There is nothing wrong in my life when it comes to my job.

There's a girl...
I haven't seen her again yet. I kills me that things are moving so slow, but I have to be patient. She could be worth it. I just wish I knew where I stood. If I did, I could wait Til Kingdom Come.

So that's enough out of me. I'm going to bed. I hope everyone is well. I really do. Even this guy: (what a weirdo.)