Just because someone got paid to get naked on the Internet doesn't mean she's qualified to give advice on one's life. Former soft-core erotica models are so unqualified to be dating counsellors.
I refuse - REFUSE - to settle. I will not be with someone whom I don't love completely, simply because I'm afraid of dying alone. I never felt more firm in my commitment to that belief than I do tonight. I could have chosen to be with someone who was okay. I don't want 'okay'. I want amazing.
My coworker and I were talking about this girl that we know, and how she needs to find a solid dude cause she always picks dumbasses, and I was like "yeah, the only single guy I know who is worth anyone's time lives in Boston."
The weirdest compliment I've received:
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Today, my office was the Atlantic Ocean, my desk lamp was the sun and my workstation was my surfboard. I hung out with a seal and rode some pretty fun waves. I accomplished nothing other than getting a tan and revitalizing my soul.
John Updike was right. Our collective purpose on Earth is to praise all of God's beautiful work.
I'm sometimes reminded, very acutely, of what could have been my life. When I thought of the future, I saw her in it. Now, she's another guy's girl. While most days I can live knowing that is my reality, there are days like this one where I get wistfully melancholic about her and our engagement. These days are getting fewer, but they're still painful.
It's not a mid-life crisis... It's because I had to repeat years by the past and I feel like if all the students around me made something for their future and not me. It really makes me scary. Whatever.
