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Toronto, although my heart is in Vancouver

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Tuesday Mar 18, 2008

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Okay, now I've hit the self-pity stage, again. I woke up this morning with this awful ache in my chest. Why did she think it was okay to hurt me so? I look at me, as a person, and all I can see are things that may have made her go. Was I too fat? Is my face not as handsome as his? Was I not witty enough? Did I say or do something that I did not realize was stupid? Was it because I'm not white? Do I not dress well? Did I bore her? Am I a boring person? Did I read the wrong books? It seems everything about me is wrong.

It's irrational, but I feel unloved.
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morgan:
Actually, all my friends growing up used to hate me because I hadn't been to a dentist in about 8 years and, when I did go, had perfect teeth. Never had a cavity or anything.

Though I did have to have my wisdom teeth out, obviously. The doctor who took 'em out later shot his wife in the leg!
Mar 22, 2008
trixie:
I'll send my dog to you in a care package so that he can cheer you up. He loves to sleep and has to be near you at all times. He also eats asparagus. When you're done with him and you feel better you can bring him back yourself. Then move to LA.
Mar 22, 2008

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