I've been living less on the internet and more in real life, been focused on hairdressing and catching up with old friends. Sometimes it's easy to fall into this isolated pattern of feeling like I have no one around me when in reality I have so many wonderful people I just spent way too much time focused on internet life.
I wish I had a better grasp at balancing both world but it feels like I end up fully in one or the other. I miss camming but I feel less inspired and have so for awhile. I'm excited to have an interview at a salon on Wednesday cause I feel like I'm finally at a stage in my life where I crave some more stability. I don't know what that means for camming though because I like getting regular sleep and seeing my friends but I also enjoy the freedom and connections I've made through cam.
