opethfan777

So, life is good. It appears that I have gotten a permanent position in the company I am working for. I will be an HR rep for a specific section of my state. Eventually, it looks like I may end up with two of these sites. It requires a lot of responsibility but I think I have reached a place where I am ready for...
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So it appears I am crushing on multiple girls right now. The problem being partly me not being very assertive and also that some of these girls are at a distance from me right now. I am trying to figure out where to go with this because I never crush on multiple women I know. It's always just one. I probably need advice in this...
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What a hectic week I have ended up having. It's one thing when you are working full time. But when you are never home but to sleep for 4-5 hours a night, it's quite taxing. Not that I minded all the nerdy and fun things I did this past week, at all. I just hit the wall of exhaustion and kept on going. Also, I...
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So it's been about a week since I last posted on here. I was at a place where I realized people can be assholes and that there is nothing I could do to change their opinions. I've dealt with about every kind of verbal abuse you can go through. Even my family jumped in on the attacks by calling how I look the equivalent of...
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Sore throat, judgments being hurled at me. And my parents trying to set me up with some girl I don't want to meet. It's been an interesting day today. At least I got to drink. I swear I have been needing that. Not much to look forward to as of yet. I basically seem to have to wait till the end of the month before...
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It's been a rough day. My mind has been wracked with more anxiety lately than normal. I have been on meds for my anxiety disorder now for about 5 months. After I got used to them, I felt a lot better. But, in the past week or so, I am noticing irrational bouts of anger and frustration. I had a friend warn me that this...
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I have just realized possibly the grandest problem I have with my sexual nature. I was raised in a conservative home and forced through Catholic school. Having it drilled into my head that sex is wrong. Unless it's in the confines of marriage. As a kid, I have realized that this part of me is still indoctrinated with this ideal. It's a constant conflict in...
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Haha, my life has practically been work, barely sleeping and gaming. With random adventures to Pittsburgh to do, well, essentially nothing of true importance. Ok, I lied, going to concerts is something that is of value. Sadly, I keep forgetting the liter mug I got from Hofbrauhaus at my friends place in Pittsburgh. Damn what an epic meal time that was. Eating an appetizer, dinner...
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Haven't blogged here in a week, which is actually a while for me. About the only thing going down for me as of late outside of work is DnD and my continued avoidance of women I find attractive. I had a long discussion with a good friend of mine and we struggle with that same issue. Neither one of us seem to be able to...
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So it looks like I may be having my first date in nearly two and a half years. Granted, it's going to be a blind date and it's not really guaranteed, yet. We will be going to see the new Avengers film, which I am stoked for regardless of the date occurring or not, haha. I have had zero luck with getting dates myself basically...
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