Sunday Apr 21, 2013

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Anyone else ever experience being in a group of people, even friends, and still feel completely alone? Today was that day for me. Went out to a huge group get together, tons of people, yet I always feel like that extra wheel or that awkward dude who doesn't really fit in entirely. Everyone else has all these stories and I just stand/sit there feeling like I can't contribute much to any conversation. I always feel like I am on the outside looking in and occasionally I get in.

Meh, describes how I feel right now. I kinda just want to sleep. At least in my dreams I get along pretty well socially...
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xenah:
God that sounds like it came right out of my own mouth. I have kind of learned to know myself and how I feel about shit. I embrace that I feel that way and dont feel bad about it. I still do every once in a while and thats fine. I dont want to be the socialite that is the center of attention all the time. Sometimes though when I am feeling like I want to be part of the group I drink too much frown I fit in and have lots of conversations but its terrible for my health, which I care so much more for!

well I will stop babbling about that now smile
opethfan777:
Thank you both for acknowledging me! I tend to get like this in groups regardless if I know the people. It's mostly just that they have far exceeded me in life accomplishments 99% of the time. So, it tends to get annoying and due to my introversion, I get drained very fast.

And a hug right back at ya, Aeterna!

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