opethfan777

I am beginning to realize the potential chance that I could also be suffering from selective mutisim. Basically, this reflects into the issue of being able to talk to a select group of humans. My issues stem primarily from women I am attracted to. I often freeze up, say little or nothing and end up blushing at even the slightest things. Even under the influence of alcohol, I still can't get the nerve up to talk to pretty ladies in real life. I also don't understand flirting. And when I mean I don't understand, I really have no fucking clue if a woman finds me even remotely attractive. Unless she's all over me, I think she isn't into me.

I have been through therapy and been on medication for my social anxiety for over six months now. I have definitely improved in all areas except this one. I still to this day cannot approach a woman. I really don't know what to do. I mean, every woman I meet always seems completely disinterested in talking to me. So why would I approach? How do you all do this? Ugh...