Haven't blogged here in a week, which is actually a while for me. About the only thing going down for me as of late outside of work is DnD and my continued avoidance of women I find attractive. I had a long discussion with a good friend of mine and we struggle with that same issue. Neither one of us seem to be able to walk up to ladies and really communicate. It's a nervewracking procedure when you have experienced a very large amount of rejection. Not to mention these girls you see are often in packs of other girls, which makes it even harder to address.
Sometimes I wish I could just overcome my anxiety disorder in this regard. Yet, even on my meds and being a lot more social, I still can't. I seriously struggle with even trying to figure out if a woman is looking at me or not. It sucks not being able to read damn near anything. Are those quick glances and random eye contact signals she wants to talk to me? Or does she think I am weird looking? I can never tell. And trying to separate her from a group of women seems like a daunting task to say the least. God I am so clueless even to this day. Help!!!! Lol.
Sometimes I wish I could just overcome my anxiety disorder in this regard. Yet, even on my meds and being a lot more social, I still can't. I seriously struggle with even trying to figure out if a woman is looking at me or not. It sucks not being able to read damn near anything. Are those quick glances and random eye contact signals she wants to talk to me? Or does she think I am weird looking? I can never tell. And trying to separate her from a group of women seems like a daunting task to say the least. God I am so clueless even to this day. Help!!!! Lol.