what a bad weekend it was. i ended up ina hiphop nightclub and I'm really not a hiphop person. It was good though, get out do things with friends.it's a life. I haven't called the crush in two days now and I'm really feeling better about myself than i used to. i had my horoscope read in the city last week at two in the morning after clubbing-why does this keep happening i am not a club person- and was told I'm going to find love on april 6th, coincidentally one day after the birthday. The only conclusion i came to is that i'm going to fall in love with alcohol? I remain optimistic though, as hard as it is. That's probably all i really need is some stability. on the goodside my painting and writing has become much more morbid lately. oh how wonderful it is. Iggy du hast ein freund in Hopatcong? Was ein klein wurlt es ist. ich mog nicht wohnen hier, aber ich bin in diese haus tso wenig, es wirklich ist mog ich wohne in mein Auto. Es ist besser das warum. Hopatcong ist ein schlect stadt, aber du schon das weis. Shizuh, es ist funf nach elf und ich musse in sechs huren arbeit. Fig. In ordnung. hast du ein gut tag. 
iggy:
dude if i had ended up in a hip hop nightclub i would have killed myself....unless i was drunk...wait no...i still would have killed myself...