happenstance to the world...im either half scared...and shaking..or maybe im just excited.
i didnt tell anyone at work except for a few people....i have a secret to tell.....meh.....well.....im dying to say something at least.
in order to do that...lemme rewind back 9 months back to november a few days before my birthday.
i had a music attorney shop a demo around for me back then. and he was like ok...we will see how it goes.
well fast forward to 2 weeks ago. and lo and behold, sweet fucking jesus......there was FUCKING RESPONSE!!!
godammit there was a response!!!
im like fucking flipping out by that alone. so....forward a teeny bit more and i'm being flown out to LA next weekend to be introduced to a producer who's a recorded a couple well known albums recently.
the demo i sent was recorded and mixed and whatnot all by me...and yes, i never really finished my recording engineering studies...but i guess it got the fucking point across...i guess thats all that matters.
so....im waiting in anticipation...im fucking super anxious....these next 7 days are going to be the longest 7 days of my life!!! FUCK!!
I dont want to get my hopes up...im not going to count my chickens just yet.....im trying to keep it cool and all...but still.....FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like my fucking head is going to explode with anticipation and just anxiety....ARGHH!H!!!
I haven't even told my mom yet really. I don't want to get her hopes either until we actually sign a piece of paper. so i'm just kind of bouncing around the walls right now.
this label is big. like fucking BIG. like the band that was on this label was like one of my idols growing up....and that just drives me to a fucking crazy adolescent craziness also! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
They really want to fly me down there and they really want to have dinner with me? and they really want to introduce me to this producer fellow?? How the fuck did this happen????
who knows? who cares? i haven't experienced this much excitement since i first discovered sex.
now it's just waiting. til i leave for LAX on friday. ....FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt tell anyone at work except for a few people....i have a secret to tell.....meh.....well.....im dying to say something at least.
in order to do that...lemme rewind back 9 months back to november a few days before my birthday.
i had a music attorney shop a demo around for me back then. and he was like ok...we will see how it goes.
well fast forward to 2 weeks ago. and lo and behold, sweet fucking jesus......there was FUCKING RESPONSE!!!
godammit there was a response!!!
im like fucking flipping out by that alone. so....forward a teeny bit more and i'm being flown out to LA next weekend to be introduced to a producer who's a recorded a couple well known albums recently.
the demo i sent was recorded and mixed and whatnot all by me...and yes, i never really finished my recording engineering studies...but i guess it got the fucking point across...i guess thats all that matters.
so....im waiting in anticipation...im fucking super anxious....these next 7 days are going to be the longest 7 days of my life!!! FUCK!!
I dont want to get my hopes up...im not going to count my chickens just yet.....im trying to keep it cool and all...but still.....FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like my fucking head is going to explode with anticipation and just anxiety....ARGHH!H!!!
I haven't even told my mom yet really. I don't want to get her hopes either until we actually sign a piece of paper. so i'm just kind of bouncing around the walls right now.
this label is big. like fucking BIG. like the band that was on this label was like one of my idols growing up....and that just drives me to a fucking crazy adolescent craziness also! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
They really want to fly me down there and they really want to have dinner with me? and they really want to introduce me to this producer fellow?? How the fuck did this happen????
who knows? who cares? i haven't experienced this much excitement since i first discovered sex.
now it's just waiting. til i leave for LAX on friday. ....FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!