So the days are growing darker and summer is slowly being smothered by leaves. I've always found myself quite sensitive to the changes of the seasons due to my affinity with nature, and so these times can often take quite a toll on me.

As the season changes, quite a lot is changing in my journey though life too. A few days back, I had quite an intense spiritual experience that sadly made me realise that I'm quite unhappy in my life. As some of you may know, I've suffered with mental health issues for quite some years now, and because of this I've found it impossible to hold down a job or much of a routine. This has led me to become kind of stuck in my life, experiencing a muted, indifferent kind of existence instead of really living. And after such a wakeup call, I can't sit back and live like this any more. I mean, I'm 21 for God's sake, not 50!

So today I had an interview at a beautiful cattery, and hopefully I'll start working by next week! This is a hell of a big deal for me, but I'm hoping by spending my time time with animals and doing what I love, I'll also be able to save financially to explore this amazing world and make up for the years I've wasted in limbo.

Wish me luck guys! ❤️