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Hey, I just need to get this off my chest. It's been bugging me because I feel ashamed to admit it. I'm going through some hard times in my life right now. If you didn't know a few months back I was laid off of my job, that same week so what my father, the person I live with and a good friend of mine. That was the worst timing ever. Us being both jobless we desided to pack up and move to Seattle to stay with my sister because we had nowhere else to go.

I sold my car in hopes to get a better one because the one I had had problems and I didn't want to deal with them so I put a down payment on a newer one but the dealer ship bent me over and screwed me. So I did manage to get the downpayment back but it was time to move none the less.

Getting over to Seattle was fun at first but not having a car was hard to find a job. I was buying food, rent, internet to help find a job, gas for my Dad and before I knew it I was lossing money fast.

My Father and I had a long talk over there and desided it wasn't working out. It was getting to pricy to live over there and desided to move back to Spokane. I've been here for about a week. Still carless, still jobless, squating at my Mothers and Aunts. I turn in some apps but haven't been called back yet. My phone has to get shut off this Monday the 2nd.

I just wanted to tell everyone. I'm sorry if you want to hang out and I hessatate. I just dont like people knowing Im down on my luck. This is the lowest I've ever been and I'm hoping things look up soon so I can get into school and have a better life both for my father and I. I'm tired of seeing him stuggle.

So that's my situashion, I hope you can all understand. If I had money, a car, a place to live I would hang out with you all in a heartbeat. I just need to get my life in order. I just don't want you to think less of me because i don't have these things. There was nothing I could do but I'm trying just give me sometime.