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Oh SG. you have changed my perception of the world, or should i say, reinforced what i already new. this world has truely fallen into a baylonian state. i feel the end times are near. people are so lost and unforgiving, even myself, sometimes. i think all of our expectations of one another are so high that we set each other up for failure. humanty does not exist and evil reigns. i don't mean evil like some of your tattoos, of horned devils and naked women with red skin and tails. evil, as in all that you see as good and desire to attain. nice clothes, the latest gadgets, the best car, the house in suburbia with your husband, or wife and two and a half kids, your boring, monotonous jobs that pay you just enough, to get credit, to buy all that shit you dont need, to impress people who dont care(victor popaneck, not fucking fight club!) i know that i am someone who tries to be kind , generous ,truthful and, somewhat,pure in intentions.however it goes unnoticed. and i have become jaded and, sometimes meen. this is where i am netted by the trap of evil. i need to release the anger, so that those i love, can see my true intentions, and not push me aside. for now i am stuck in this self perpetuating cycle of aloneness. so i move forward once again. hate in toe. seeking allahs guidence and trying, everyday, to better myself. for all of those i have proclaimed to love, i do, and forever will. if there is anything in this world i can do for you, never hesitate to ask.

for now, my friends,
As-Salaam-Alaikum(peace be unto you!)


F.T.W.