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Relationships can be so hard sometimes. Too hard for what they are worth. Why do we go for people who we know aren't really good for each other? Wouldn't it be nice if we all wore a sign when we first meet each other that says something along the lines of : "Hi, I won't commit to you, I will treat you like shit, but we will have a lot of fun and great sex", or how about "Hi I am liar, and we won't get along, but lets try this just to annoy each other". Wouldn't be a lot better if it was like that? Or would we all still be screwed cause everyone enjoys a challenge?

I am too young to even be thinking about this. Why must I a 45 year old stuck in the body of a 19 year old who looks 22? I just don't get it. Or as my hippy parents would say , "Sorry Ashley your just an old soul." Ahhh oh well.

So on Ebay they always have these Lefton Mermaids I want. I already have one set but I must have more. What they are is these plaster little mermaids wall decor things from the 50's. I got my first set when my grandpa passed away. They are too cute. But people are starting to catch on to them and snatching them from Ebay for silly amounts of money. Don't you have it when your beloved little quirks become popular? I sure as hell do Oh well I still have my records.

So work yeah I need to start doing that again. I do freelance make up for different events. I really love doing make up but I need something more consitant. I used to work with disabled children. I loved it. Then the one kid I was closest too past away in Oct. I couldn't handle it. I had to leave doing that kind of work. So now I am wanting to get back into it. There is a job for an aid for a preschool for kids with special needs. I think I am ready to go back. And the little nose pickers are just too fun!

Well enough of my rambling. I am going to go read. Have a good one you guys. Kisses!