oogie

Hello, long time no see!

I hope you all have been well! I've really missed being here and interacting with you guys, so I thought I would try my hand at maybe coming back.

I, however, have not been good. I've been struggling through wicked depression for a looooooooong time and it completely killed me for a while. My creativity, my confidence, my everything, really, has been slowly stripped away over the years, but, after a long while, I really want to start overcoming it now and start making changes. I need to. I was happy when I was modeling and I think ever since I stopped, everything else has gone downhill creatively. I stopped modeling, I stopped drawing, I stopped painting, I stopped writing my book(s), I stopped writing in general.. I stopped so damn much, but I'm now realizing that the loss of what I once loved to do is what was making me so unhappy.. And when I lose my creativity, I lose myself, and that's exactly what happened. Too bad I realized it a little too late, huh? Haha.

So, first, I'd like to apologize for my absence! And I thank all of you that follow me on my twitter (@imat5percent) and my instagram (@oogie_sg) still and continue to wish me good fortune and express how much you guys miss me! It really means so much to me! I became a suicide girl in 2008, can you believe?? It's been 12 years! I'm sorry I haven't stuck with it, I really should have, who knows where I would be now had I done so, but.. Here's to looking up, here's to looking forward to the future, and hopefully some more photosets from me!

So, if there are any photographers that are in the Chicagoland area and want to do a photoshoot, DM me here or on my instagram! (I was also thinking about opening an OnlyFans account, but I don't really know what goes into it and no one would probably follow me anyways LOL) but if anyone could give me some more info about it or what is typically posted there and how often, that would be great, too. I'm saving up to move to California by the end of the year because I just need a change, my mental health depends on it, and there's more opportunities for me there than there are here, and I really need all the help I can get. I already have a gig lined up for whenever I get there, so there's that, haha! I'm very excited for this, and I'm going to continue to try my hardest to reach that goal.

Love you guys!

Oogie