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Today's Random Thoughts:

Hey kiddies... its getting late and I can't sleep! I think I've been going crazy a little since school got out. I kind of put all my attention, energy, and efforts into my classes, and now I'm just kind of here. Im taking one class that starts in a few weeks, and I actually can't wait! I'd take more but I just managed to pull $1100 out of my ass for that one, and thats all I can do for now. Its finally hot out which is nice. It makes me want to be completely nekkid all the time, but its kind of hard to do that living with my mom and sister. I move into my new place on July 13th! So excited! I hope they like nekkidness as much as I do. I need to get to the doctors pretty soon, Ive been feeling like Im walking under water for quite some time now (no drugs or anything). I bought my mom a box of donuts for mother's day. I usually like to get people funny gifts, but I wasnt trying to be funny with this one. I thought that she would like it! I mean, she likes getting boxes of chocolate, so why not a box of donuts? Whats the difference? I know I wouldnt mind. My dad seems to be doing well with his chemo treatments and everything, which is a huge relief. My brother is going to his court hearing soon, and Im very nervous about that and am crossing my fingers that he just gets his license taken and a fine. Currently, there is something on my bedroom floor that is scaring the crap out of me, and I didnt put it there. Im afraid to look at it. I'm sorry that I havent been talking to you guys that much, recently. I know, I'm a jerk. I hope you all are ok!!! I love you!