onisean

well guys/gals update time. i send the girl an email hoping she can check it at school or something . so we will see how that goes. i'm getting mixed advice from people on what i should do. some are saying go see her and others are saying wait till she contacts me. so i'm torn part of me wants to go see her but at the same time i don't want to scared her by just showing up at her house and the fact her dad might shot me in the face but she gave me her address for a reason i guess. and why as her last words to me she says "i love you" i wish she could have told me soon now i might never see her or talk to her again and it sucks. what do you guy think i should do i want more opoions (sp?) i pretty much have my mind made up already but i still want to know what other people think. on a happier note one of my childhood friends got a job in japan teaching english.so we are taking him out to a strip club then a bar to get him nice and wasted part of me thinks we are going to a strip club first cause the guys know i have very good luck with strippers and the want me to get my mind off the girl. but i don't think i could date strippers again that whole scene didn't end very well last time well gals/guys cya later and have fun this week end