onisean

Well guys/gals life sucks ass for Sean. today started out fine i got up early took a shower got to take my time getting ready for work it was nice. thats was the last fun part of my day. traffic sucked ass i was late to work. i get to work and find out there has been a virus outbreak at Cedars. So i get flooded with calls "virus found please come clean this computer" i didn't get a lunch. then i get a call from my older sister. a few weeks ago her jackass of a husband got a DUI. he hasn't been working so the little money they had saved went to getting the car out of impound and some of the lawyer bills. so she asked if she could burrow some money. Of course i say yes she is my sister and i love her. then my roomate tells me she is moving out this week end and can't pay rent for this month. i just paid a fair amount of money on my computer thinking i would have money to burn. so the day is sucking pretty hard so far then i drive home and my fucking car starts actting up on me like it is going to die any second. so i have to get that fixed this week end too. then i get home thinking finally i can get online and talk to my friend who always seem to cheer me up. and it worked for a bit. then she logs off for no reason . she gets back on later and tells me her dad is turning off her internet and this is the last time we are going to get to talk. she is crying and saying good bye. i have told you guys a little about her. her dad is a psychopath control freak. so he comes in and say get off the computer now. So guess what her last words to me are ... yup you guessed it "i love you" then poof gone. now i'm sitting here on my PC wondering way i care so much about someone i have never met in person only talked to online and over AIM phone. well you know what they say when it rains it pours. well it's a fucking thuder storm over here right now. i'm just waiting for my mom to call and tell me my dog is dead or something. well i just needed to whine. time to go stare at the ceiling and hope the sweet dark embrace of sleep takes me soon .