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the land of the free they say

im convinced our president is retarded.. in the learning disabled kinda way. im sure of it. what i love is that when he says something that makes no sense or , low and behold, isnt even a real word... what happens... his people, upon hearing his retardation, start clapping immeditaly.. as a hopes to peer pressure others into clapping and hopefully question if words like "misunderestimated" is actually a word.
a backwoods country where the body you were born with (and to their beliefs, god handcrafted in a day) is evil, gross and should be hidden and covered.. and you should feel shame for even having it. its manipulation.. take something, like a body, sexualtiy, etc. and make it evil.. it is unavoidable to have these things therefore people will spend all there time feeling shame they forget to stop and think... 'hey.. what is this shit they are
telling me anyway' ... im moving to Paris.. one fine day i will leave this fuckbag of a country behind and i will be 'Onie the French'!

orientals are rugs.. im asian

the other day i finally found my old friend Jenny whom i was locked up with. i had been trying to find her for years. she had been trying to find me for years. it was so weird to talk to her again... which also brought me to another old friend whom we were locked up with. i havent seen any of these people since 1999. i was starting to think i was gonna have to get Maury Povich involved. heh!

movin on

and on. me and theocean briefly discussed moving to NYC. we both agree we want to move there altho i was still wanting to go to denver.. perhaps NYC would work out better. then i suppose if Ben ever wanted to move back to Denver he would feel he could. I suppose he was there first.

got ma hur did

changed it again.. wildfire is what its called.. i think thats the only thing that could come close to labeling it. if you could tell me if it is red or orange i would be very surprised.. ive spent at least 5 minutes trying to decide.. haha.. well ive spent more.. but whatever. all i know is its bright... like... 'my head is glowing due to living near a nuclear power plant' bright!

thats all for now but i will leave you with this.. i keep coming across this and think its beautiful in its tragic nature...




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