onie

its so piculiar how life goes and its days like this and the day before that make me feel like im dreaming, like i never was sleeping, and i never was breathing. shallow developments on sundays and mondays and tuesdays are more.
so i took this pic on my camera and sent it to Ben. i dont think i have ever kept someones picture with me but i miss him and its my way of bringing remedy to our distance.



i think its something now that he talks more, about who he is, where he's at, whats in his head and heart.

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gonna finally meet williamj next weekend.. should be fun but i have a feeling i will probably scare him and he will probably cry and say he wants to go home.. or he will be like.. time to hack up some bodies and bury her under my garage.. either way ... and entertaining eveing should be in store.

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gonna hang out with tj tonight at Oryon's b-day bash... East side tavern, Rocky Horror?, Majestic... and depending on the time... maybe some D&B with an old friend Chase..
last night me and tj spent almost 5 hours talking... till the point of falling asleep and having to say "what did you say" 5 times cause my brain was interpretting what he said incorrectly. i love phone conversations like that.

so ... more to come and lots to be done.. its 7pm and i am not even close to being ready to go... still have to pick up tj and drop of ethan... think i can do all that and make it to the pub on time?? we shall see.

X

Onie