onie

its been what??? well over a month..
my life has changed.
im done playing nice with the ex. im not playing around anymore. i will have primary custody of my son again.
lets see.. what else..
breakups, pregnancies.. terminated pregnancies.. starting up the business again.. ironically i started the miscarrage a couple hours before going in for mediation when i lost my son to the the ex.. ironic, eh?!
so life is changing. i have no clue where its going, but things will get better, i feel this.. so im focusing now on my business and my son and my health.
i lost my car.. repossesion.
i found some sort of inner peace about it all. but with that inner peace came a sense of not fucking around and not letting people take advantage of my peaceful disposition.

steven is leaving at the end of july for his travels to the other side of the world.

im ready for happiness.

im over ben.

im sleeping at night.

im trying to eat healthy... but i really want chocolate everything.. especially some sort of fudge.. anyone have any stevia recipes... eh hem.. shelly

so to all my friends on sg.. esp shelly and d ... i miss you.. i think about you all the time.. but i still have no interent.. so i still cant stay up-2-date on your journals.. i should be back in business soon.. hopefully monday.

X
Onie