i had a meditation
breath in, inhale the engergy thru your body, exhale.
i had a dream
i could move objects towards myself
i had a conversation
the tower now. the star is coming.
i had a reading
my future is ice.
i had another reading
sucubbus
and yet another reading
i signed a contract. its time to pay up.
and biorhythms showed
7 days from now is peaking lows at -100%. and now i am decending.
what a reading showed is that i will have to find an inner hope and strength because thru what feels hopeless. to follow this chaos is the opposite of chaos which is yet more chaos. HAIL.
meditation
find my connectedness to everything. see the light decending upon me. and when i start to think negative self thoughts the light pulls back and leaves.
this is my time to be alone.
previously this has not occured.
i wonder if its because before my image was not as it is now.
i have a lot i need to take care of.
Kali
she comes riding in on a midnight horse.
pulling apart every inch of my being.
this is what i asked for.
this is what im getting.
i can only hope that when all is said and done, what im left with will be more than what i was. or maybe less.. whichever brings me closer to my true being. our true being. the one which we all are. just different facets of.
breath in, inhale the engergy thru your body, exhale.
i had a dream
i could move objects towards myself
i had a conversation
the tower now. the star is coming.
i had a reading
my future is ice.
i had another reading
sucubbus
and yet another reading
i signed a contract. its time to pay up.
and biorhythms showed
7 days from now is peaking lows at -100%. and now i am decending.
what a reading showed is that i will have to find an inner hope and strength because thru what feels hopeless. to follow this chaos is the opposite of chaos which is yet more chaos. HAIL.
meditation
find my connectedness to everything. see the light decending upon me. and when i start to think negative self thoughts the light pulls back and leaves.
this is my time to be alone.
previously this has not occured.
i wonder if its because before my image was not as it is now.
i have a lot i need to take care of.
Kali
she comes riding in on a midnight horse.
pulling apart every inch of my being.
this is what i asked for.
this is what im getting.
i can only hope that when all is said and done, what im left with will be more than what i was. or maybe less.. whichever brings me closer to my true being. our true being. the one which we all are. just different facets of.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
It sounds silly.....but i worry about you!
Hhmmm.....so what became of that young man you had been hanging out with?
sometimes i think no one gets me.. and then i meet people like you.
im doing okay.. ive been on this crazy fucking roller coaster. today was an up day.
as for the young man. im going over to his place after he gets off work at 7am.. i was supposed to be working tonight but i got cut!
dorwayin
wow.. yeah.. who is that?
lemuria
thanks. i do appricate if someone can see the art in my life. in all of our lives. its the pain of living it that can make it seem more like a bad movie, a nightmare, but other times.. like today.. it feels like art. sitting here listening to Flunk 'play' and smoking cigarettes.. it makes life feel good.
LL
when and where.. id love to as long as its not on sunday.. in which case you should come over to the little bash for theocean's b*day.
bc
hmm.. good question. im sensitive. it makes sense to me but your prolly like "yeah.. so your sensitive.. that doesnt answer the question" .. but really it does.
tattooedteddy
i look forward to your wonderful pix.. thanks.. they are the best way to start off a weekend.