flash back.. minus the teeth grinding or nam stories
hrmm.. so i figured id put up some older pictures of me.. ive looked very different altho my profile pic doesnt really look like me.. to quote myself "it looks like a steaming pile of shit mushed up with moldy tacos" .. but anyways.. oddly.. 2 pix have gone missing.. i misplace shit all the time but one was on the fridge and its not there anymore... so hmm.. oddly enough they were both naked pix.. teh fucking suck!
a long drive
and on.. i went in to work today..err.. night.. well tech yesterday night seeing as it almost 7am.. only to be told.. im not working unlike the information i had received earlier that morning when i was leaving work.. again.. teh fucking suck.. however i was treated to dinner which was splendid!
picked up my son, went home, passed out, woke up around 2.30, called my boss to find out the following weeks schedule.. and have been fucking off ever since which is tragic seeing as i need to clean the house yet have been putting it off like death.
if it feels good it cant be wrong
i know what your thinking.. "oh god.. another ode to Onies vibrator.. well.. this time your wrong.. heh!
listening to music.. oh glorious music. beck at the moment.. 'missing' to be specific.. perhaps ill follow it up with wilco.
on display
ever feel like your being watched? oddly enough ive had that feeling the past week.. ive actually been locking my doors which i never do. must be that paranoid time of year or something.
he must be trippin'
and as i almost forgot my friend Brandon is coming to town this weekend from NYC.. i havent seen him in 7 years.. fuck.. yeah.. its been awhile. so im gonna pick him up from the airport and hang out with him. we have a lot of catching up to do. Brandon was one of the sweetest guys i knew in highschool.. actually he was a really amazing photographer too.. sadly i lost all the pix he took of me in a fire but he said he prolly still has the negatives.. ill post some of them when i get copies. i looked so different when i was 15.. hmm on that note im now remembering to post some of the only pix i have that didnt burn up (memory isnt my strong suit).
and.. on that note my friend Joe is coming down from Jersey in November (hopefully) whom i havent seen in about 2 years.. I met Joe when i was reading tarot at Cafe' Tu Tu Tango.. he'd come in once a month when he was in town for business.. weve always kept in touch..
when i was 16 just after getting released from a year in hell
and me when i was 18 in Sedona, AZ on top of one of those towering red rock formation things
and thats about it.. ill find more pix one of these days.. hermm..
X
Onie
hrmm.. so i figured id put up some older pictures of me.. ive looked very different altho my profile pic doesnt really look like me.. to quote myself "it looks like a steaming pile of shit mushed up with moldy tacos" .. but anyways.. oddly.. 2 pix have gone missing.. i misplace shit all the time but one was on the fridge and its not there anymore... so hmm.. oddly enough they were both naked pix.. teh fucking suck!
a long drive
and on.. i went in to work today..err.. night.. well tech yesterday night seeing as it almost 7am.. only to be told.. im not working unlike the information i had received earlier that morning when i was leaving work.. again.. teh fucking suck.. however i was treated to dinner which was splendid!
picked up my son, went home, passed out, woke up around 2.30, called my boss to find out the following weeks schedule.. and have been fucking off ever since which is tragic seeing as i need to clean the house yet have been putting it off like death.
if it feels good it cant be wrong
i know what your thinking.. "oh god.. another ode to Onies vibrator.. well.. this time your wrong.. heh!
listening to music.. oh glorious music. beck at the moment.. 'missing' to be specific.. perhaps ill follow it up with wilco.
on display
ever feel like your being watched? oddly enough ive had that feeling the past week.. ive actually been locking my doors which i never do. must be that paranoid time of year or something.
he must be trippin'
and as i almost forgot my friend Brandon is coming to town this weekend from NYC.. i havent seen him in 7 years.. fuck.. yeah.. its been awhile. so im gonna pick him up from the airport and hang out with him. we have a lot of catching up to do. Brandon was one of the sweetest guys i knew in highschool.. actually he was a really amazing photographer too.. sadly i lost all the pix he took of me in a fire but he said he prolly still has the negatives.. ill post some of them when i get copies. i looked so different when i was 15.. hmm on that note im now remembering to post some of the only pix i have that didnt burn up (memory isnt my strong suit).
and.. on that note my friend Joe is coming down from Jersey in November (hopefully) whom i havent seen in about 2 years.. I met Joe when i was reading tarot at Cafe' Tu Tu Tango.. he'd come in once a month when he was in town for business.. weve always kept in touch..
when i was 16 just after getting released from a year in hell
and me when i was 18 in Sedona, AZ on top of one of those towering red rock formation things
and thats about it.. ill find more pix one of these days.. hermm..
X
Onie
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
me. things are going so-so. ups: work is good, i'm sorta seeing a girl, it's hockey season, health, etc
downs: court is today, girl lives 400 miles away, nephew stole about 60 of my CDs, etc
all of this, too, shall pass. all in all, i don't hate myself right now, so i guess i'm doing pretty good.
I've tried setting my own expectations, but even when I meet them, it still seems like I've failed because everyone else expects more. I know I shouldn't let others affect me like that...But disappointment just hurts so much
Thanks for the site, I'll definitely look around there a bit and do some research
And darn those Gnomes! Such mischievous little devils!
-Weston