onida

So school is almost over and summer is almost here. It's been a hell of a year. I feel like reminiscing so that is exactly what I'm going to do. I've got a pretty serious case of senioritis but I'm trying to fight it (yet i'm posting blogs on Suicidegirls :-P)

Prom was on Saturday and I can say it was one of the best nights I've ever had. And I stayed sober through it. I can't believe that. Especially since I didn't get to go to ninth grade formal because I was suspended for doing drugs on school property. Oh how things have changed. Rehab has changed my life forever, and for the better. Although after prom my mood turned sour as everyone was passing the bottle around in the hot tub, I chain smoked a pack of Winstons and kept passing the alcohol to my right. It is becoming more of a habit to not drink anymore than it is to want to drink. I'm glad the landslide is falling in my direction now.

Anyway, I'm practicing my speech for graduation. I'm so glad that it got selected. I love writing and I really want to let the people at my school know how I feel about them and the life that is going to come after high school.

Isn't it crazy that I'm still in high school? I feel like I'm really old and don't know what I'm doing here anymore. It's time to move on and that's not a bad thing. KU is coming up this fall and I'm so excited to get an apartment and study psychology. Hopefully when I graduate I will be able to open up my own rehab or become a counselor at the one that I went to. And fuel my dreams until then.

Impossible is nothing.

love,

Onida