onetruesephiroth

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth all the effort and anguish I go through when I try to date, I mean it's not so much the rejection, I can handle that. It's the nagging uncertanty of the whole thing does she like me or, doesn't she. Did I screw up or not, should I call her and possibly make a further ass of myself, or wait for her to call and possiby leave her thinking I'm not interested (or that I'm a jerk).

This is especially weary to me because my dating experience is limited, and sometimes it's hard to get a read on someone. I mean she said she had a good time, but that doesn't mean that she wants to do it again, or that she's interested in me as anything more than a friend, or she could be lying.

I mean hell, the only way I know how to read a girl was if she was sitting on my bed spread eagle saying "come and get some you sexy beast", not literally but you get the idea, I can be pretty fucking dense.

Fuck it maybe I should just give up trying for a chica all together.......or not.

Out...Sephiroth