onetruesephiroth

i had a dream last night about a female friend of mine that i haven't seen in a while, the last time i saw her was when i was on vacation back in california about six months ago. it was a brief visit, and she gave me her phone number and i promised to call her, but unfortunately i never did.

now theres no real excuse as to why i didn't, but my last vacation to cali was an emotional train wreck, and some people got run over and forgotten (mostly my real friends), and she was one, which sucks cause she was a pretty good friend of mine, and now there's no way to make up for it.

god sometimes i can be such a self centered, selfish, fucking asshole, and i hate myself for it.