onespeed

damn, the year is half over already... how did this happen? seems to happen every year about this time that this hits me and i haven't done half the things that i say at the begining of the year "this year i am going to...". we all say it, and most of us mean it but somehow time seems to escape me. maybe it's the living from week to week that makes me loose track of the bigger picture in my life. not that things are going bad for me right now, i just planned on doing a lot more with my life and doing it better. maybe it's the competitive nature in me that keeps me grasping for things just out of my reach. what ever it is, i do seem to fall victim to the things that i haven't done rather than the things i have done. it brings me down. the weird thing is that i am almost always a glass is half full kind of person. i guess i just expect a lot more from myself than the rest of people/things in my life. well, guess it's time for me to 'get with the program' again and try to finish the year strong.