onesecondmore

ok. here's the situation.

girl #1- had a long talk with her about whether our friendship should continue or we should get back together. no dice. she met some guy recently. no big deal now, but i vented for a bit.

girl #2- i'm still probably going to break things off. i just don't see anything much coming out of it. i think that at this point i'd feel something stronger for her but don't and that's a huge problem. what really sucks is that she does nothing wrong. she's great. on paper i'm out of my mind for not wanting to stay with her. emotionally, there's just not much there, unfortunately. any attempt to ride things out would be self-serving and empty on my part. i can't do that.

i'm thoroughly disgusted with myself at the moment. i'm so damned picky for no good reason.