why is it when i need sleep the most i can't get it? what is it about the wee hours of the morning that make my mind not want to turn itself off? stuff i'd rather not think about, and never normally do, just bubbles to the surface.
it's always something i have absolutely no control over, nothing i can change, most definitely nothing i should lose sleep over. but i do.
maybe it's just that i'm sleeping alone now. i have time to worry about stupid shit. there aren't any distractions, no calming presence. how did i get so dependent?
it's always something i have absolutely no control over, nothing i can change, most definitely nothing i should lose sleep over. but i do.
maybe it's just that i'm sleeping alone now. i have time to worry about stupid shit. there aren't any distractions, no calming presence. how did i get so dependent?
leningrad:
my copy of Empire was massively fucked up though. I have to return it to the guy. damn that guy. good thing I withheld $10 in case of this happening.