onesecondmore

all of sudden, i feel like cleaning house with my life.

i want new friends(edit: in addition to my existing ones). new job. new apartment. new romantic interests.

i'm really less than happy with how things stand right now and don't see any real way to change them without total upheaval and financial chaos.

i suppose i could start small and just go out and meet new people. i don't even know where to start there, really. i've had my core group of friends for so long and just never expanded socially aside from the occasional girlfriend. i wouldn't even know where to go anymore. and, i'd be alone with no one to hang out with if i don't meet new people. that may not be an entirely bad thing, but unnerving.

i'm getting bored and lonely though. i just need a breath of fresh air, a break in the monotony.