onesecondmore

yesterday was my cousin's wedding. i usually hate large gatherings like that but i had a lot of fun.

this had to be the largest wedding i've been to. the church was pretty interesting too, a nearly 150-year old catholic cathedral(this is ancient for as young a city as mine). the architecture was very cool, i dunno why i dig that stuff, but i do.

im happy for her, she married a really great guy. shes and my other two female cousins are like little sisters to me since i have only a brother.

fortunately, no one asked once when i'm getting married.

im considering proposing to my girl near the end of the year, but i'm just not sure yet due to the distance between us. i'm a little gun shy due to the fact that both my parents and her parents have split, and also just the statistics in general don't bode well. i'm just a bit hesitant.